Not bitter, but like ginger

Design by Emma Upson

Upon recognizing each other with a wave,

with wet grass between us, we met in a drizzle.

We decided on ice cream; you picked

raspberry. I went with my usual:

coffee with dark chocolate, for I liked how the bitter

befriended the sweet, the way some days tasted

.

only after they’d passed. The way ginger tasted

in the plate of Chinese broccoli back home: a wave,

so subtle, lapping against the tongue, veiling the bitter

rice wine with a humble spice. The way I added a drizzle

of syrup and acted like it was business as usual,

trying to stomach the sodium-stricken pancakes I picked

.

at a summer camp here. My tongue must’ve picked 

up on the difference between how things tasted

before and after adjustments to the usual

all-American palate. Why else would a wave

of calm rinse over me, when I sipped on that drizzle

of evaporated milk in the tea back home—bitter

.

without crying out for sugar? Bitter 

melons are only found at home; I’ve never picked

one on a farm here. It took more than a drizzle

of soy sauce to mask the way it tasted,

so unforgiving. Burying taste buds in waves,

the melon drowned by a force not found in a usual

.

cup of coffee here. Ginger is quite an unusual

motif for a conversation on a couch, and so are bitter 

melons. I wonder what would’ve happened if my wave

had gone unnoticed. How the details you picked

from the fields of our histories would’ve tasted 

sour, like raspberries, in my mouth. How your drizzle  

.

of anecdotes would’ve dissipated, not unlike a drizzle

of ice cream in summer heat, succumbing to its usual

fate: irretrievably melted—if I’ve never tasted

the soil of an Asian seedbed. Not bitter,

but like ginger, sizzling with silent heat. We’ve picked 

a life here, but there’ll always be a wave 

.

returning us to that place where we first tasted bitter

melons and ginger. In the usual way that we picked

our way through the drizzle, waiting for that wave. 

Alistair Lam
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